She just laughed and told me I was little bitch and to shut up or she would beat me until I passed out.
After about two weeks, I finally decided to meet a dominant woman. Any way, we played for a while and she tied me up and whipped me but something was missing. I am in very good shape, know how to fight and am very strong, and I just felt like she did not have control over me. All my thoughts growing up have been about being owned and controlled. So I continued my search in earnest all the while reading more and more about the subject.I was constantly playing and masturbating thinking of ways to be dominated.